It’s an emptiness.
But is it really?
There’s an ache that exists, and you can be surrounded by amazing organisms and still feel it.
That terrible, awful, remembering ache.
It feel like you’re drowning in the midst of an oxygen bubble.
Which doesn’t make sense; is the water imaginary? Is it all in my head?
No, couldn’t be.
Because even if I’m not drowning, no one’s popped the bubble just to see.
– Back to the writing wheel, yet again. ~ M